Should I take him back or wait?

So I will just post briefly what's going on cause I would type for days lol. But okay so me and my ex-boyfriend and baby daddy would always fight and about 5 months ago he broke up with me and said it was because he wasn't happy. I am confused because in those 5 months we still fought and I have never felt so hurt in my life before, and still I stuck by him to wait it out and work things out since I was pregnant at the time. Well now I had my newborn girl and recently he went out to the bar with his brother and brothers friends and denied girls and told everyone he has a girlfriend and kids at home. (Obv. referring to me). Yesterday I asked him what was going on with us so that whatever decision he makes I will follow that path cause I didn't want to be stuck in the middle because my believes are I don't -make love- to people I don't date it doesn't make me feel good as a person. Anywho he said that I was his girlfriend and I said -you didn't ask me out though- he replied with "I shouldn't have to" and I finally told him "but you put me through hell" THEEEN he said "Fine then your not my girlfriend?!" I am just so confused he kissed me after that and had to go to work since he was late. I have no idea what to do! I keep thinking of how he dumped me just before my birthday on valentines day, and how I was pregnant and how we fought and he wasn't there for me... then I think about how much I love him and I wouldn't mind working on things and taking counseling. But I just can't decide I kind of feel depressed and scared to tell him I love him again, I mean I do love him but I'm kinda scared I dunno what to do another part of me is smiling but then the memories.... please help?